after all i've said, please don't forget.
taking off my yellow cardigan.
standing upon a chair and looking out at the moon.
greiving in stereo.
washing my fingers but they never leave.
having a dream i got all i ever wanted.
my legs are dangling off the edge.
finding it funny how a smile can hide a broken heart.
going too far yeah i'm gone again.
getting thin on smoke and coffee.
the city's bluetooth is destroying me.
being reduced to a poor, penniless soul.
ripping out my intestines, throwing them in the sea.
betting on loosing dogs.
wishing that i could fly way up in the sky like a bird so high oh i might just try.
running away (it's easy, but the leaving is hard.
hating their skin and hating their trees.
rolling again, rolling again.
breathing in the dark, lying on my side.
climbing to the roof to see if i can fly.
wanting to die, wanting to die, but not really wanting to die.
flying away to a distant country.
getting on the bus to the other world.
taking a look at myself, a look that will sell.
screwing everything up, doing everything wrong, in my defense i wasn't meant to be around this long.
on my way home without my friends.
making a hopeless wish for the summer upcoming.
accepting my suicidal thoughts.
sitting on the edge with my two best friends.
cutting two holes out of a sheet.
on the bridge, bringing a stone.
jumping off the golden.
channeling to widen the night sky.
finding it hard to tell you 'cause i find it hard to take.
taking my pen and starting writing evidence.
wasting time chasing cars.
telling my brother that when i'm dead he'll have my nintendo 64.
mushrooms growing on my head.
playing hide and seek alone.
slitting my wrists to the rythm of this.
covering myself head to toe in super sexy scars.
getting a red pen.
trying to fake it again.
closing my eyes and leaving this dream.
wanting a pair of wings to fly.
finding a cheat code for happiness.
i am falling, i am fading.
wishing i was a teen idle.
knowing it's just a game that i'm playing in my brain.
changing my name and changing my mind and leaving this fucked up place behind.
i'm a witch who talks to cats.
looking in the mirror and saying goodbye.
doing the corpse dance.
jumping into the chuo line.
excorsising my fat old heart.
cracking myself open and there's nothing inside.
the rocks with holes are warm in my hands.
forgiving who you are, or what you stand against.
calling my aunt about the teeth she abandoned.
taking this oppurtunity before i miss it.
making a livestream suicide show and building a grave.
drinking myself to death inside this prison cell.
having a dream that my favourite baby's drowning.
punishing by body 'cause it's not good enough for me.
i loved you i loved you i loved you it's true.
reaching for me, but i'm not there.
doing anything for twenty bucks to feel more in control.
giving anything to look the way that sick people are supposed to look.
looking down upon foolish humans.
writing a song to keep me company.
burying my toes in the hot, hot sand.
hating their sex and the brats that they breed.
standing all alone, open eyed.
trying too long with too dull of a knife.
picking the petals off the lily.
sending my heart away like heroes in the rain.
beginning to shake for no reason at all.
the boombox on my shoulder is a box of clementines.