sleepless, caffinated, unmedicated
14/08/26 / 14:09
proud nicoleism girly. am i hot enough? the only thing i lack is a waifish body, but recently i'm eating less and less, going out more and more. i'll be hot soon.

mouth of hell
14/08/26 / 13:21
god this site, haven't used it in ages. i feel like a man who just found the old fleshlight he used to used back in high school. it looks ugly, i need to find some cute box shit for my diary or whatever, as i write it's just text on a white screen, boring. lame. looks like that hook hand fetish site except it's not all centre format. i hate that shit, especially on ao3. i'm trying to laugh at gay smut why is it written like a poem, it's making my eyes hurt.

anyway i didn't sleep at all last night and today (1pm) i have eaten a mcdonalds and almost finished a can of monster. i need the caffine, i'm so tired. it's too warm out to sleep, it's killing me. i planned to watch all of helluva boss but couldn't get past episode 4. it's so fucking boring to me idk why 13 year old me liked that shit. i redownloaded class of 09 instead, i forgot how much every single line penetrates my heart, hits my emotional metaphorical g spot and i cry inside. because i'm too tired to cry outside, i blink because my vision is blurry, and it's still blurry after i blink, so i blink again. blurry. so i play class of 09. i play class of 09 now. stabs me good and hard.

guh, i need to get a pocket mirror.