I AM SO FUCKING ALONE IN THIS WORLD NOBODY REALLY GIVES A SHIT ABOUT ME!!!! I can't tell my parents my real problems, they'll flip so I have to lie lie lie some more. ///
as for other people, they only care when there's something in it for them. they want someone to trauma dump on and cast aside. or someone to lend them some money. or someone to lend them their body. BODY BODY BODY SEX SEX SEX THAT'S ALL ANYONE EVER WANTS ME FOR. SEX. SEX. SEX. /////
Nobody cares about ME

all they can see is my body my money, sex appeal everything else is clouded by a thick fog, and they refuse to turn on a light. i'm so alone, i cry all the time because nobody likes me for me. they all  want something from me. i'm sick i'm sick i'm sick i'm sick i'm sick    ///////////  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!